7.3

My friend and I agree that I've already crushed on far too many guys in my lifetime.

If Jose Rizal had 15 girls, then I have most probably already outrun that in terms of the number of crushes I've had. A few minutes ago during our chat, we talked about how I mustn't keep my attention focused on hot men. Instead, I must guard my heart because it determines the course of my life. I told him that if I did not care about what's right, then I'd probably be very promiscuous today.

Me: give me a number
Friend: 23
Me: then I'd probably have 23 boyfriends today
Me: If I didn't care about what's right, I'd probably be the sluttiest girl you've ever known. I'd have so many boyfriends and momol with everyone until my hormones kill me.

Me: it's haaaaard okay?
Friend: I know it's hard
Friend: And God knows that too. So don't despair.
Friend: Patience is really painful, but you know the fruit of patience.

Me: I've shown you the pictures of those guys I like. They're all very hot. Hottttt guys are hottttt.
Friend: Stop thinking about them! Protect your thoughts and eyes first. Don't keep looking at their Facebooks...
Me: okay, it's a dare! Give me a number.
Friend: 9999
Me: oh fudge, that's forever. Lower!
Friend: 0.1
Me: no, a two-digit! A whole number!
Friend: 10
Me: okay, I won't look at the walls of the following men for 10 days: name, name, name, name
Friend: and if you do, you owe me coffee from CBTL
Me: yup, that's a deal
Friend: let the deal begin!
Me: one cup of coffee for every time I look at any of the aforementioned guys' walls
Me: 9999 looks is to 9999 cups of coffee
Friend: that is awesome!
Me: 28 years free supply of coffee!

I guess I won't be looking at any of those guys' walls starting tonight.

Because of the big figures, I remember the story of Jesus feeding the five thousand. That was a lot of people, excluding women and children, and the large amount of food was even too much for them to consume.

That memory of today reminded me of that Bible story.